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			<h1>No more time</h1>
			<p>Day 01021: <time>Friday, 2017 December 22</time></p>
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		Myuu has released another Christmas song, for those of you that celebrate the holiday: <a href="https://myuu.bandcamp.com/album/underneath-the-chrstmas-tree-feat-sharm">Underneath the Chrstmas Tree (feat. Sharm)</a>.
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		I&apos;ve started to feel incredibly happy, with no obvious cause.
		I think it might be the removal of the infection in my teeth.
		The infection may have been dragging my moods down more than I would have thought it could.
		If that&apos;s the case though, I don&apos;t think the infection&apos;s been this bad for very long.
		In fact, I&apos;ve got to wonder how much of my recent negativity has actually been the fault of my toxic school after all.
		I had those three sick days, in which I felt terrible ... and I haven&apos;t been the same since.
		I thought they were induced by the school&apos;s censorship, and perhaps in part they were, but they were likely caused by an actual, biological factor: the infection in my jaw.
		I also thought that it might&apos;ve been caused by the poor diet I&apos;d had for a few weeks just before, but my poor diet was caused by a lack of energy with which to cook dinner.
		Again, maybe the infection was taking a lot out of me.
		Also, as my gayness slowly comes back, I could feel my self-loathing returning with it.
		It&apos;s gone now though.
		I&apos;m gay (homosexual) and gay (happy).
		(Not that my sexuality is back in full effect yet though.)
		I still realise I&apos;m a freak of nature, but I actually <strong>*want*</strong> to be a freak again.
		Freakdom is liberation; it&apos;s not the burden I&apos;ve been feeling it is.
		By the end of the night though, the newer surgery wound was itching pretty badly.
		Hopefully there isn&apos;t anything majorly wrong.
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		It seems my mother&apos;s likely going to be taking even more time from me, without even asking.
		She came by my workplace today asking when I&apos;d be getting off work tomorrow; she probably wants to grab me that day after work and leave town, which isn&apos;t what we agreed to.
		I&apos;ll need to hurry and get prepared before work, as I won&apos;t have the time after work I was counting on.
		A coworker tried to get me to cover their shift the next day.
		Honestly, I&apos;d love to get out of the holiday nonsense, because holidays are garbage, but that&apos;s not going to work out.
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		My original plan was to use today to finish up the reading material in my other course and submit my second main discussion post, and do my grading tomorrow.
		That didn&apos;t work out as planned though.
		Instead, I did my grading today.
		I&apos;d better buckle down and get the discussion post submitted tomorrow though.
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